Quote of the day

You are NOT responsible for what people think about you.
But you ARE responsible for what you GIVE them to think about you.
- Stanley Ferrard

(Humor)
When they discover the center of the universe,
a lot of people will be disappointed to discover they are not it.
- Bernard Bailey

I’m astonished by myself

*blows away the dust accumulated on this blog*

It’s been damn long since I blogged. It’s Exactly 1 month!

I can’t recall everything, but everyday was exciting. Please view M’ blog for more. HAHA!
(She hates how “lazy” I am when I do this)

Let me.. talk about something really really unexpected in my life.
It’s been I-Don’t-Know-How-God-Damn-Long it was, that I’ll feel flustered when I’m with someone. (Okay, maybe not very long, that was during end of Novemeber)

But for the past 2 months, I’ve been living in the state of work-home-friends-family-myself time.
Until last week’s Friday. Went out with a friend I met on OKC, kind of hit off on the same topic once we settled down and chat. He reminds me of Russell Peters. Really. Finally someone whom I can talk to and feel, NORMAL. (Seriously, I have a strike of bad luck when comes to man. They just Suck too much)

Anyway, the first meeting was pretty fun. Manage to catch my “Avatar” and hey! It’s pretty good actually, I wouldn’t give a 4 out of 5, but maybe a 3.3 out of 5.

Went to Sabai with my pretty babes last Saturday, called him to fetch me.
(yes, M’ I’m sorry I dumped you for someone else. I WAS DRUNK!-NOT)

It’s been awhile since I can lie on someone’s chest and feels so comfortable that I almost went to sleep.
Plus he gives me the sense of security that I used to have during my childhood period.

Yesterday was our third meeting. He was late. Damn Late. Went to watch a movie by Johnny Depp, Called The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus Quite a nice show actually. A little sick joke between the god of Imagination and Devil himself. Sometimes, I really think I’m a bit twisted in my mind. But I’m loving it.

And before our third meeting, we both realized, that we had this irritating issue that made me really sad on Monday. When I got to know about it, the only thing that went through my mind was “OH SHIT! THIS IS.. OMG. FUCK FUCK FUCK.” But I told him about “Him”. About all the things that happened.

All these information was discovered during Sunday night, where I just finish spring cleaned my house. It was so devastating that I felt so shit on monday I almost teared when having lunch.

So, technically I only know him for.. less than a week, and yet I’m flustered by him.
I wonder, is it because I’ve been single too long, and I’ve met too many jerks, that he like a fresh breathe of air in my love life. Or because of “Him” that I’m paying extra attention on him.

Either way, I must end my stupid cycle of “falling in love” with someone too fast too soon.
I must.

Henderson wave

Finally got to walk Henderson wave. I feel so suku. Lol and I manage to see very cute heartbroken cloud. Will upload when home.

Speed bullet

Christmas is around the corner, same goes for new year.

Everything is moving so fast, I couldn’t even stop and breathe.

Canceling dates here, appointments there. Everything clashes!

But I guess this is the time where I have to decide, bestest & darling? Or none. HAHA!

It’s weird, I attracts small boys *not pedo*

Kids like 18~20. I mean… they are so.. young! Still studying and all.

Instead, all those over 20s, I can’t talk to them. Or they pisses me off. -.-

Last weekends’ schedule/events.

Friday Night: Butter Factory till 1AM

Saturday Morning: Sentosa (But hell, it rained)

Saturday Night: Sabai (Thai Pub) till 3AM

Sunday Noon: Comcentre to exchange my faulty iphone.

Sunday Noon ~ Evening: Shopping for gifts

Sunday Evening: Swan Lake by Singapore Dance Theatre @ Esplanade

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Monday Morning: Woke up late, rushed down to Outram for System Acceptance Testing.

Tuesday Morning: Meeting at Outram for outstanding module in system.

Wednesday: A day where my cubicle is ghost town, and I can actually stop and think that I’ve forgotten to do or get. AND I MISS OUT SO MANY PEOPLE. But I guess there’s nothing much I can do. I’m broke. HAHA!

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Most probably update when Jan 2010 comes in. Too damn busy. ~.~

My Swimming day!

Woke up in the morning 0800 hr.
Prepared and went down to Tampines Ikea’s bus stop and waited for M’.
Had our favorite swim @ TP.

Went down to Sing Expo ’s Penguin Book Fair.
Bought 2 books at the price of SGD10
Forgot to take a photo of them. Heh.

Went down to Tampines Central. Went for window shopping (supposedly)
But end up buying things -.-’

Love the trophies!

Worth buy No. 1 (SGD 69)

It's like OMG! I LOVE IT!! Worth buy No. 2! (SGD 56)

Gift from M, gotten from China *Loves*

Went down to Starbucks for our usual chat.
Then home. Gonna rush out my documents now. Haaa. Hope I can sleep before 2am ;p

Tata~

Irony

Life is so ironic.

Last Saturday went to a gathering call “记师恩” It was a gathering that many comes together and thank the source for starting everything 20 years ago, voicing out Buddhist’s Scripture. (A particular one)

Dad & Mum invited me there. It’s universal in religion, like for example, Buddhist talks about simple life, giving whatever we can to help those that in need. We don’t have to be the strongest/richest/most powerful/most informative/most capable to help someone.

It was always about the pure heart of sincerity that counts. Then why, why is this world so corrupted? People will say, “It’s because there’s people with different point of view and ideal” That is very true. Then why in the first place, these people had this very evil thoughts in them. Thoughts don’t come from nothing. Thoughts comes from responses, responses comes from actions, actions comes from words, words comes from thoughts. Then, where do these thoughts comes from? It’s just the same as asking egg or chicken first. No one ever know.

I learnt this sentence during The Millionaire Mind Intensive held in Singapore 2 weeks ago.

Change your lifestyle to suit your earning, or change your earning to suit your lifestyle.

Either one of the above is true and right. But it’s also because both of this option appears in front of mankind. That causes everyone of us into chaos. Some chases after the $ to live their desired lifestyle. While others decided to change their lifestyle to suit their earnings. Then comes the critics.

Rich people looking down at poor when the poor lives with this motto: 知足常乐。”Contentment”

While the poor looks down on the rich with: 钱不是万能的， 没了钱， 他们什么都不是。”Money is not a panacea, without money, they are nothing”

Since the ancient days till now, generation after generation, we’ve lost the most important thing in our lives.

That is to improve who we are, and not that we have.

So what if  I have billions of dollars and have to hire bodyguards and put up a fake front, just to protect these pile of papers. No true friends to call, no family that I can confide to.

Then now more and more people talking about being realistic. Without money, we are nothing. The basic survival is to have money. I agree, totally. But why are we so obsessed with it? Why are we running around like ants on a heated pan, just to await the last day of every month and receive the little cheques (or even a bank statement) that writes the deposit of our sweat and blood of 8 hours daily, and 22 days out of a month.

Just to buy food, pay bills, entertain ourselves.

Then the cycle starts again.

Then because of this figures, people start to create nasty plans, to hinder, to destory other’s path of earnings. Just to increase their figure on their little cheques to be a little more bigger. Whats the goal? Sacrifice of someone’s family, someone’s dream, to get a more decent (in branding) car. Get a bigger and latest Television Set. Pay for a higher grade of hotel for a week of holiday in Europe. Upgrade of apartment to addition another 100 square feet. Addition of a designer furniture. 1 more Jimmy Choo’s collection. 1 more Louis Vuitton’s latest tote bag. Another set of Chanel latest season Make up. A new pair of Hugo Boss Shoe.

For these things, humans are planning, executing nasty actions and words spread. To harm, curse, destory another human being in their life cycle. So to obtain an increase in the figure.

I felt like an outcast at times. The conversation. I can see, so clearly. Arrows flying pass. Shooting someone else’s back. A grenade thrown in the face of another during a meeting. Bazooka aim at fellow colleagues during discussion. Managers/Directors planting land mines everywhere, awaiting for any staffs to step on one, and “BOOM”. It’s almost like a game in their eyes.

Looking at this world. Why everyone can turn a blind eye on whatever is happening around us?

My mind, it’s gonna explode soon.