Very disturbed

Mentally. Since the start of 2009. I’ve not been having enough sleep. Not because I went out or anything, is because I kept dreaming. Of weird stuffs. I can’t even recall any of them right now.

Have been thinking of a lot of things these days. About the people I’ve met, the things I’ve done and the events I’ve been through.

Oh well, enough of these weird things. But I did DAYDREAM about being with somebody. But it was all my fantasy. This is what happens when one reads too much manga / comic.

Took leave on Friday. A LOOONG weekend. But I didn’t really rest that day. Went to ICA building to get my Oath as a singaporean done. Then make application for passport. Brother accompanied me. MUAHAHA.

But wore my DP heels. Walked a little too much. Was killing me when I was at causeway point. Spent another bomb to get a pair of slippers to save myself from all the suffering I’ve cause myself -.-”

Went home and put down stuffs and rush down to meet Melvin didi~ Then called Gin too. Apparently he didn’t sleep -.-” Then asked Cindy darling as well. Then that big Reeve invited her for BBQ and ask her to bring friends along.

So end up Mel, Gin and me meet up with Darling to go down Sembawang park for BBQ. There was Justin, Elvis and Justin’s cousins? Had a crazy night there actually. Most of them drank. Not me. Was busy watching them playing taidi. Which I seriously is clueless about -.-”

Saturday went for a dinper (dinner + supper) at sembawang SCC area. With Elvis and Reeve (I think he is call kai xiang? can’t remember) Went home and seriously played LaTale like mad. Introduced Reeve into playing it. LOL!

Slept pretty late that night. Woke up pretty late too. LOL was so darn lazy on sunday. Actually ask brother to pack food back for me. Then got sick of using PC and actually watch TV for like one of the rare days. Then happen to be the first introduction for Campus Superstar.

The winner of previous season (My school junior surprisingly!), voice had broken. As in, he have grown up. Which his high tone voice is gone. Now he sound so… Mature. LOL. When the clock hits 11pm, I actually can’t wait and fall asleep, even with my mum sitting beside me doing her usual massage process.

Came to work today with “Why on earth am I alive” mood. Came in office and my heart nearly stopped. Knowing that I’m back to the dread hole of hell. Then I actually need to rush some information for my ITB. BY TODAY. The worst thing? The PC was just changed recently. So even if I wanna get some data for her, (which happen to be one of the program codings) I need to install the programs. Plus I have 3 PC under my care.

I’m spending most of my time installing and blogging at the same time, since each take like DAMN long?

Going back to staring at the screen and waiting.

I’m thinking of the impossible in life. Wishing that it can happen on me too.. haaa…