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Finally got my copy of Adobe Photoshop CS4 from Kabi,
damn happy and used it to create my new wordpress header to fit this skin.
Loving it. Although the overall is quite big, but the color is damn nice. HAHA
Anyway, is damn happy now. Since I’ve got my Adobe full suite. Hohoho!
In serious emotional ride. Currently? I’m at the bottom of the ride.
I wish my life is going upwards any time soon!
*prays real hard*
Some times, I felt that nothing on this earth matters anymore.
When I look back at all the things that happened in my life, I know they all happen for a reason. For a purpose. For me, I’ve learn to not cave in to others so easily. But at the same time, make way for others.
There are times I really just wanna close my eyes and not think about anything that is going to happen in front of me. I’ve never been so clear minded in my life before.
My primary and secondary school life was a blur to me. I can hardly remember much of the events that I’ve been through at that time. I use to envy people who can remember every single things that they’ve went through during their younger times. To me, that’s childhood, maybe because of my personality back then, I refused to remember and understand. I stood at the same spot for years and not move forward.
Only until I’ve graduated from my O levels that I start to realize that there are so many beautiful things waiting for me to feel, to understand, to remember and to keep on moving with the memories for a more beautiful life ahead.
I use to think that my life in secondary was the darkest (it still is), but when I look upon other peoples’ lives, I actually thinks that, “My life isn’t that bad at all. What makes it bad, was what I think and feel which makes it bad and dark.”
There are all kinds of people out there. In the past, I won’t be bothered with anyone of them. Cause I felt that I will never get to understand them. But the fact is, we all do. We all can actually understand what they go through. But we refused to understand and try. We don’t want to understand the sufferings that others had been through. So we defend ourselves from so many things out there.
But when I open myself for more opportunity, I learn, I understands and of course, I suffer. It might not be the most padded road down the life, but it’s definitely the most beautiful and eventful path I’ll ever walk on.
I only have ugly things to “brag” about. But I don’t feel good. Cause by bragging those kind of nonsense, it only brings people to attend to me, they thought that I’m hurt and needed a hand to stand up again. But the truth was, I understood what I’ve been through, I’ve knowledge the things that have bestowed upon me. But sometimes, telling them what I’ve been through was to make them realize that, what they have been through might not be identical to what I did, but it reflects the same mindset.
What a lot of people don’t notice is that, things can change in life, as long as you change yourself. There are times we change for the worst, but the goal is to change for the better. Many people uses the word “principle” to carries over the topic of changes to their lives.
They felt that some actions are unnecessary and futile as they couldn’t even open themselves up for the unknown consequences ahead. But because of this “principle” it caused a lot of failure and sadness in everyone’s life.
We learn that principle is important to all of us. How it identifies our personality and the things we can do in life. But majority of the people ignores the warning, principle can meant both the good and bad personalities. Why all the successful men and women out there always talk about sticking to your own principles and you will succeed one day. It’s true, but to me, it’s not complete. No one can define your principles as right or wrong. Instead, you have to adjust yourself to understand what KIND of principles are good for which industries, jobs, friends, colleagues etc.. and what should not be used.
Lets put it this way, example I have a principle, which is, I felt that as long as the person do not hold the same interest as me, can’t be a good friend with me. Since we will not have a common topic. One day, I’ve decided to work as a.. finance manager. I needed clients and customers. I flip through the people I know and I immediately strike that person’s name off. Why? Well, cause I felt that since my principle is to not get too close to people who don’t share the same interest in me. It’s natural that I won’t go around and ask or understand what he or she likes and don’t. Because of this, my job had lose 1 client. It’s that simple.
If I were to change my principle as to, he or she might not have the same common interest as me. But who knows if he or she are going through some events in life that I might have experienced before. Friends are all about caring and understanding strangers around. We might not open all ourselves to them immediately, but eventually. As long as the other party wants to be a friend. It’s never too late or I can’t talk to them.
The only barrier that makes people not talk to each other, is themselves.
Mmm, after typing so much. I actually lost my train of thoughts, as usual. Shall drop by again when somethings cross my mind strong enough to make me type them down.
*I Love You all my friends 
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By using mummy’s phone line and I had it re-contract for a new smartphone!
My first PPC; Pocket PC! Samsung SGH-i780!
Took a photo of it fresh out from box.
Have not taken one in use. ROFL!
I just cleared my contact list and OMG! I only have less than 180 contacts. xD
Spent quite sometime to actually got around the whole thing and do all the changes and stuff
I even manage to get some of my notes transferred to excel mobile 
Am very happy!
Shall blog some other time. TAAA~
Happy Valentine’s Day to you guys!
Went out to Bugis to have our usual Steamboat.
Loving it. Then head down to Taka to get Mag’s Present (Combination of B’day Part 2 + Valentine’s)
After which head down to New York New York at Centrepoint for a drink before our movie.
heehhee
Took photos of the presents I got from them! *loves!*
From Cindy Darling! *loves!*
Handphone Strap from Xiu Lian! *loves!*
Rushed down to Cathay for Benjamin Buttons.
Was late but we still took our time. Hehehe. Met Edwin, Heaven and Xin Fu on the way. Is like so cute! Haha! The movie was damn nice! But the whole movie time was a little longer than I expected.
Went down to Boat Quay, Amber 21 to meet up with Clarance, Jason and some other girls and guys who seriously I can’t remember their name. ROFL!
Jason - Very very stone...
Didn’t take a lot of photos that day. Was busy laughing at them playing around. I didn’t touch a single drop of alcohol!! Hahas, am so proud. :p
Lastly, a photo of Darling, Me and Xiu Lian! *loves* Hope everyone enjoyed your Valentines’ Day!
It’s a day not only for lovers, but friends and family!!
Well, the caption says it all! xD
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I was having fun with Photofunia and I made these!! Haha! Don’t kill me ya? HOHOHO!
Victims: Dexter and Melvin. there will be more in future. HAHA!
I made a very nice one for me though. HAHAHAHA!
Me and cats. Hoho!
*pffft.. Guess who??
MUAHAHAH! Victoria Secret with cake smash!
HAHA! These photos make my day man!! WOOHOO!!! =x
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